Congrats Abg Suhaimi (my side) for your engagement with Kak Sunarti.

Hehehe no pictures of them yet cause they are not suppose to see each other during their majlis pertunangan just now. -.-

Macam faham sia, seriously.

You know I sat beside the pihak perempuan's wakil... & he says..

"Saya tak suka jika anak saudara saya di bawa ke hulu hilir (here & there). Ini kerana mereka belum lagi diijab kabulkan lagi. Dan beritahu pada Suhaimi, supaya jangan lah lepak2 selalu, saya tidak suka anak saudara sebegitu, bla bla bla"

He repeated it like freaking thrice!

Okay lah I understand that its seriously haram kalau ikut agama kita untuk berpegang, berdua dua-an, bermesra.. But, now and the past is seriously different. it had change long time ago.

if we or the couple obey what he said, nevermind. if not, nanti kan malu sendiri.

even the one yang pakai tudung, berpimpin tangan di mrt.

even uztazs raped their own daughters.

whats happening to the world?

then my mummy : dengar tu nizah, dengar tu.

TIRED!

Thanks to HONEY. Yes, honey for making me feel so tired and worn out.

he brought me to JOG just now. ERNY? JOGGING? HUH? U gila syg?

hehe actualllly... i yang ajak. -.-

we went jogging around my area, segar road. hehe, nice place. nice envi eh dear. damn cold.. summore with you. hot air becomes cool air. hehehe. dear is a very determined guy. who knows what he wants and will work hard for it. in short words right, if he wanna complete the rounds in 30 mins, he will do it. be it, leaving his dinda behind. thanks bratha. i love you.

haha.. he left me behind. but not so behind of course. mana boleh jauh. :) i kept shouting HONEY, HONEY. he turned behind. kept pulling my hand to jog wit the same pace wit him. i tried baby. but only for a minute. ehhehe, after that, i slowed down. tired dear. tired. 2 years babe, no exercise. what do ya expect?! heheee.

P E N A T.

so i do have pit stops. he dont have. my pit stops were at the bustop and the community centre. hehehe. wanna buy drink. but shy. cus i have to take money from.. ummm.. only dear knows where. no pocket sia. =p

after that, we do sit up and push ups. (baby is wet wet hot already!) but no smell though. ahhh i like. dear did 80 sit ups. I did 10? includes playcheat.

baby did 30 push ups and i did 5? hahaha. nevermind syg, first try kan... with you.

and through out the 5 years we date, this is the date, our first time exercising together.

baby i hope we can do more of this often. because i need to slim down on my tummy. u dun wanna know how it looks like. right dear?

eh ct eh? lol.

alright good night all.
and.. dear slept already. act cool kan tadi, kan u yang sleep dulu. hhehe.
and thanks baby for the blue macdonalds cup today and the meal.


Even though we argued between SP AND RP.... I still love you.
And you know what? Deeep down my heart, I wanna go SP. But, the situation doesnt allow me to. Thats why need argue mah.

We argued bt SP got fast food and RP only got Subway la. what la.
and i got one thing to defend always. and baby always lose on this.
hehehe.


RP LOOKS LIKE A HOTEL WHEREAS SP LOOKS LIKE AN OLD FACTORY.
RP STILL A BABY, AND SP IS LIKE OLD LIKE GRANNY.


and dear jawab "RP masih baby then dont talk so much la"

-.-


no hard feelings okay. me and dear just kidding around just now at Mac.
I miss you already dear. heee.

hola. definitely i am gonna make this night entry of mine simple and sweeet.

because, erny is very sleepy already.

her day wont be complete if she didnt on her laptop. baby must be like "ahh tahu takpa" right now.

just came back from library wit baby and brother. book dropped - after reading like 5 pages over the week (1 day 1 page) hehee. perangai mcm yunihamda sia, tk suka baca buku. hehe.

and after i bookdrop, i pinjam buku lagi, EXPOSED. hehe, this is more of my forte. hehehe. about boyfriends. ^^

the previous book was 'second wifes club'. ahaha, tkda kene mengena sia erny, u wanna read that book. and i think i will be waiting to read twilight. ct, pinjamkan ok? just to improve my freakin english, i dun wanna be baby's victim, anymore.

and my parents are still at mustafa centre! what time is it now mom.. 1247am.

hehehe, amboy best eh shopping ngan hubbynya. im just waiting, until the legal time for me to shop with dearest at any 24hr mall, most probably mustafa centre (my favv) till the wee hours. not forgetting with our very own transport. bike? car? cab? whatever. as long as we are legally can be toegther till the wee hours can already. lol. that will be my happiest time, ever. no more curfews right hubby? eh eh wrong. he he he.

oh yah, and while my bro and me were alighting from the bus jst now, we realised that our "922" female bus driver loves us so much. she smile, she waved, she greeted on to us, not to the other passengers! like seriously. so hard to find that kind of bussie drivers nowadays.

when we alight, she waved. when we crossed, she waved again. and before she wanna drive away from my bus stop, SHE HORNED AND SHE WAVED, SMILING. ahhhh bestnya.

and i, ernizah rahmat, did a very good job after that. i prayed to Allah on that very spot, praying for her happiness, long live, wealth and health. my lil bro witness it and he naik kan keningnya. haha. because, i never found a kind bus driver like her. she motivates me to become a bus driver. hahaha hell no. just kidding.

oppps 1255am already.

SLEEP before HE nags.

petpotpetpot.

actually he didnt nag, but he will SCARE me......

with all sort of things.

hug & kisses

take care always.

& so much for the simple and sweet entry. he he he he.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY

i hate this feeling. i don't know whether i switched off my bedroom fan already or not. and the living room's light. opppps.

:(

Fmylife.com

Damn funny. While I was waiting for my dad to fetch me, I went to this website, hehehehe, and discovered things that made me so excited!

As Im having a bad day today, after reading this, I feel like theres much more worst days people are going through, besides myself. :)

Faham? tak paham sudah. susah nak put in correct sentence. YUNI, GO REPHRASE. since you love to tegur me right with my english. hehehe, naughty dear.

anyway.. check this out!

okay last one.

baby i miss you.

Hola! Today is my bad day ever.

sometimes, i felt like im tired of everything.

tired of RP's study methods.

tired of cleaning my room.

tired of going school everyday in the morning.

tired of studying.

tired of thinking.

and if i wanna say tired of living, i cant, because i have a beloved family & dear.

and i hate the feeling of being tired always.

i wonder whats my problem.

somehow, i discovered something. that is, i have not been exercising since netball pratices last 2 years? which i think is pretty bad.

and today's topic freaks me out, as it is about cooking. and i dont even know how to cook. i know i have to learn it fast, but when? how to cook for mom? for dear?

KENE BELAJAR, ERNY. if not, cannot settle down. like seriously. 0.o =D

sometimes, when i think about my future, I CAN DIE. i dont know what i wanna be. yea i know what i wanna be, but that one cannot make it.

which is.

housewife.

one thing for sure, i will ask my dad to fetch me later. because, i have no mood to meet people right now. lucky i have a step dad who are willing to do anything for me. unlike some real fathers. haiz. ='(

SEE?! IM STRESSED.

thats why i think my periods havent come till now. =X

baby love i miss you.

pray for me that my life will be much smoother after today.

i can't live on, like this.

baby, bring me to the gym and joggin. i need exercise la. i selalu penat2 tau. tak bagus tau.

u nak dinda u selalu penat je? tak nak kan....

tapi masalahnya........... TAK FREE.

RP la nie. timing gila babi sia.

='(

i wanna see your face, always.

ahhh amek kau. i miss you.

heeeeeeeee.

Yes, i know Im supposed to sleep.

I switched off my laptop already. But I can't sleep.

Dear slept already and no proper goodbye call just make me so restless.

ERNY LA NI. GO STUDY FOR UR TEST UNTIL NEVER CALL DEAR FOR WHAT.

ahhhhhh RP NI EH.

now i know, studying test = becomes nothing when I missed dear's call.

baby how now......?

And, look at how my little brother hugs me. He dont want to hug me, at all. wow, while baby is dyin to. HEHEHE, kidddding.



just now, my bro and I went to the park nearby our flat to "exercise" while waiting for dad to fetch us to go cut my hair. lol.
so.. i exercise lah.. doing sorts of exercise thing, for ur arms, legs. penat okay.
i can hardly breathe after doing 5 times, not SETS. (hahaha)




i wanna have muscles like my baby.

shut up & drive die.

GUESS WHO I MET YESTERDAY?

aishah rozlan.

if you were to read her LJ, she called me 'this woman'. and here i am, calling her THIS LADY.

hell yeah i finished late at school, so this lady have to wait for me for like half and hour. thought of asking this lady to come to my beautifool school, but, nevermind. pity her, have to take bus all that. haah. so we flew to orchard,
♥ baby, with my lapppy syg. berat. if u were there, u would bawakan i... tapi THIS LADY tak bawa kan i. :( ♥

LaSenza just make me wanna oooo lalala. I kept telling this lady I wanna... *SECRET*. haha! smsed baby tooo. lol.

lady, what are ya looking at?
& been lookin around for wedges. but not even a single one attracts me.

& this lady, is my love.
she talked alot, yesterday. seriously.
hehe, i like that. & babe, once you bought the twilight jewellery box.
text me, call me.
i will buy for you jewellery.

darlin, i misss you damn much. especially your M. ^.^
must talk on the phone today okay since yesterday.... i went out, you have trainings. by the time we get home, we are so tired! and could not be on the phone. so tonight, darlin.

take care always.

i am super duper short.

i feel shorter when i stand beside my little brother. he's a girrafe.

My headache got worse when I was watching JIHAN @ Suria. I just hate it when people shout here and there like the actors/actresses in JIHAN. I cannot stand it. Summore with the Auriel's screaming. Gah, irritating B. haha, sorry. pening la.

and.... whats more? hehe rindu dear la. tadi baru jumpa. =D

AND CT WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU? heheee.

We should be discussing by now where to go sia tomorrow.

and darling yuni, i havent tell you yet about tomorrow. =/

tell you in a minute darlin.

love you. i need some sleep. headache!

honey is my lil brother's savior.

honey is my everything.