Hola! Today is my bad day ever.

sometimes, i felt like im tired of everything.

tired of RP's study methods.

tired of cleaning my room.

tired of going school everyday in the morning.

tired of studying.

tired of thinking.

and if i wanna say tired of living, i cant, because i have a beloved family & dear.

and i hate the feeling of being tired always.

i wonder whats my problem.

somehow, i discovered something. that is, i have not been exercising since netball pratices last 2 years? which i think is pretty bad.

and today's topic freaks me out, as it is about cooking. and i dont even know how to cook. i know i have to learn it fast, but when? how to cook for mom? for dear?

KENE BELAJAR, ERNY. if not, cannot settle down. like seriously. 0.o =D

sometimes, when i think about my future, I CAN DIE. i dont know what i wanna be. yea i know what i wanna be, but that one cannot make it.

which is.

housewife.

one thing for sure, i will ask my dad to fetch me later. because, i have no mood to meet people right now. lucky i have a step dad who are willing to do anything for me. unlike some real fathers. haiz. ='(

SEE?! IM STRESSED.

thats why i think my periods havent come till now. =X

baby love i miss you.

pray for me that my life will be much smoother after today.

i can't live on, like this.

baby, bring me to the gym and joggin. i need exercise la. i selalu penat2 tau. tak bagus tau.

u nak dinda u selalu penat je? tak nak kan....

tapi masalahnya........... TAK FREE.

RP la nie. timing gila babi sia.

='(

i wanna see your face, always.