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Friday, July 31, 2009 3:17 PM
 hola. since blogger have been giving me problems since last two days, I made up my mind to change to LJ. However, I will still have this ernynyou.blogspot.com in my heart. I will update both I guess. Look, gimme what I want. Treasure me. Love me. If not, I will choose the another instead, who can gimme more than you can. Anyway, this refers to blogger of course. not to my man. hehehehe. just kidding. i miss you honey. my honey cool lah. 1115am practical. 1045 eating roti at home. haha ah kan lintang pukang mandi syg. hehe anyway today is boring. marketing. oh well, erny mcm faham, as always. anyway, you can visit me at ernysshow.livejournal.com thank you. pasha <3
Thursday, July 30, 2009 11:43 PM
blogger stop it sia seriously. blogger got problem. i wanna blog.... ahhhh. anyway pasha i love you.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 9:49 PM
11:56 AM
  darling i sygkan you. i must be strong without you. i must. i can't live like this. when you're gone, how? NS, I MEAN. i miss you. always.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 12:00 AM
 hi, its great to be back to where i belong, SINGAPORE. I homesick when I visit Msia yesterday. I headache. I miss my house + love. Anyway, my darling is sick right now. He wants me to send him to the doctor tomorrow. I will love, wait for me, I will be at yr doorstep at 9am. HEHE, ye ye oh. He complaint to me his tummy hurts (but I doubt he is lying! because his voice mcm manja2 nak action2 minta perhatian dindanya gitu) hehe let's see tomorrow, is he really sick or not. hehehe. sayang, i syg you. get well soon my dear. & how i wish i bump into awal ashaari yesterday. damn. yes, that kind of BUMP into. yessss like bump and then, benda benda terjatuh then our eyes glazing then he terpegang my hand and then i say sorry and then he also say sorry and then he PR in singapore and then, oh my. haha okay sorry dear. love you darling. calling ya sooooon after this face mask.
Sunday, July 26, 2009 2:29 AM
I MISS YOU ALREADY BY.
2:02 AM
 hola, i shall blog short & sweet now, as you all know its 2.12AM. I just came back from outing with my family. To my darling yunihamda, If you're reading this, I just wanna let you know that I ♥ you. Thank you for always being there for me when I need you. I know, now, its my turn, to be always be there for you. I will, syg. Love, what happen? Tell me sayang. My heart is not in peace. Because I dun want anything to happen to you. Yes, anything. How am I gonna live without you tomorrow? Im off to Malaysia. Have my kanda ate? Bath? Enough sleep? Is he coughing? Did he skip his lunch? Is my baby safe? I can't live without him, believe it or not. I know its a very bad thing. I know. ANYTHING can happen. But, I just can't live without him. Even if Im at Malaysia, its HIM, Yunihamda, I will think of. Even though GUCCI shop is infront of me that time. Thats how important you are in my life.  I wont let anything to you. And I hate it if someone says something bad, or prompt my darling. I seriously hate it. Like just now in the library, theres a librarian told my love off, not to wat in the library. My baby is hungry. He merely wanted to open his Old Chang Kee plastic and there you go, librarian, shouting at my dear. I immediately wrote a feedback form, fcuk her up and down in that letter. Dont mess with my baby. I hate it. Hug & Kisses Im gonna miss my love tomorrow. ='( Dont be naughty. Think of me, always. Hehehehe. Ct syg, take care. Sleep tight. ♥
Friday, July 24, 2009 12:13 AM
aiyo mah. i dont like the red outlines. but ignore it okay. i penat sangat amat nak re upload. goood night.
Thursday, July 23, 2009 11:45 PM
   Hola! Overdue pictures with my gf Aiishah. Sorry love, I totally forget about our webbie folder as I am very forgetful. Miss my babes alot. Ct, Fateen, Netballas. Shucks. RP U SUCKS. hahaha. salahkan sekolah pula. hehehehe.  *don't mind my hair alright* Anyway! Just came back from JOGGING with love. Oh god. 2 nights of jogging and sit ups just drives me crazy. But tonight is better than yesterday night. Because I HAVE A BOOOOSTER. hehehehehe. but my dear's tummy baru lari sikit dah keras. mine still ____ . what the fish. dear calls me erny boncet. and I don't know what to call him back, cus he is not boncet anymore. =( nevermind dear, YOU WAIT. yang pentingnya, you ONCE boncet. Muahaha. Maaf sayang, dinda gurau je. Good night. Not sure he reach home already or not. =X miss dear yuni already. please slap me. have a nice sleep. im very tired. thank god tomorrow is friday.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 9:56 AM
 Shhh Shhh... Close your other windows media player. Listen to mine. This song. Merindukanmu By Dmasiv It's mesmerizing. Like you honey.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 11:10 PM
my mom kept singing the song "I know you want me by Pitbull" Do you wish your mom was hot like mine? HAHAHA. this part only, I swear.
Monday, July 20, 2009 10:29 PM
what's the use of living without love? i miss you.
9:58 PM
pity my honey. he called me up to ngadu that his proposal is not saved as his Microsoft Word is having some problems. I know he is very stressed right now. I dont want to add more. I promise. I sayang you. How I wish Im there to cool you down. OooOooOooOoOooWee. My aunt shima actin now. He He He He.
3:57 PM
These following paragraphs are extracted from by dear aiishah's livejournal. it gives me a slap on my face. and i think its true, i tend to forget the love deeds darling did to me. I only think of the little bad ones that darling did to me, when Im angry. The bad ones arent not that bad, its just not sending me home right on my doorstep. because he have plenty of assignments to do. erny is so not ununderstanding. =( but its something that he did for me everyday.... just because of that one day he cant send me home, i rebelled. thats my mistake. i syg you by. About the love: The mistakes you did, time and again (you should know what I'm referring to), he never gives up on you, didn't he? That is love.How he sacrifice his time for you, to be with you for every possible moment, that is love.For 'controling' you and not really giving you much space before, that was his way to show his love.For trying to give you the best, but just couldn't but he tries, that is love.I'm sure you can think of many other things and situations that Yuni did for you that is purely out of Love.For getting angry with him now, that is love. Because he mean something to you and it affects you. About the praising: How often does Sa'eid Daud praises me? DAMN! That must be a million dollar question. :) Because honestly, he don't usually praise me, not until on a certain day, I'd wear something other than the ordinary or the way I do my hair or my make-up. Last time he don't usually have the habit of telling me, "Dear, you look good today." Instead he goes on commenting on some random girls instead. -__-" But for now, he has changed for the better. Though I am still adapting to him saying, "You are beautiful." because I'm not used to him telling me all that. But Yuni? Oh dear. If he doesn't praise you, then I think he watch the tv but never look at the tv, but just listen. HAHAHA! Yuni, I am just kidding. Don't hate me for it. This reminds me of the days when we actually read each other's text messages and I really can recall him praising you in every text. Almost every text. I'm sure now he still does that but no so frequent. And you girl, might forgotten that little times he praise you because you are just angry. thanks ct. you have a point. hug & kisses
12:24 PM
 Rooms Division Module is driving me crazy. I am super tired and too sleepy till my elbow flew to my lappy keyboard. BANG! malu sia. anyway, i have a single eye lid today. hehehe. and about yesterday night right, i couldn't sleep because i seriously cant sleep without dear's voice. and so i called him up. he didnt answer. i was worried, so worried because its 12 plus am, and im afraid he's not home yet. because he sent me home mah yesterday. and then i worried lah, when you are so worried, you will cry. right? ehehe and so i cried. call him again. he didnt answer again. naughty kan dia. and i went out of my bedroom to take tissues. and when i come back to my bed, my cell is ringing. i answered...... when i hear his voice "hello sayang...." I CRY EVEN MORE. heehee and yeah, he send me to sleep. Insya Allah, everything will be fine my dear. dinda nak ayg. ='( and he told me to be strong. (because i cant live without him) betul ni, tak bedek. =( five years, he pamper me so much already... he says what if one day, he's gone? NS. or gone. uh dear pleasee dont say that..... :'( i will bring you to the doctor. haha huh? what am i talking? IM SLEEEPY ANG HUNGRY.
11:13 AM
 "I hate you -- get out of my life!" she said when he finally arrived. She was furious about his coming home two hours late to a cold dinner on the table. The candles had burned out, and she ate alone. This was not the first time he stood her up. You'd think she would learn! (You'd think he would learn!) She loved him so much she was enraged, and told him she wanted a divorce and for him to leave and never come back! Obviously to John, Mary no longer loved him, so he left, hurt and upset, and spent the night elsewhere. Mary was even more hurt from his staying away all night. Of course, she loved him very much. She understood that. But how could she love him and hate him at the same time? She wondered, and he wondered, and with no clear answer they drifted apart. She didn't understand that love is more than a feeling of pleasure. Love is also an emotional investment. Mary's anger meant that John was very important to her. Otherwise she wouldn't care at all. Anger is an inevitable feeling in any relationship . . . But you have to know how to use the energy to turn upsets into opportunities. Thanks Aishah for this story. She copy n paste it to our chatroom. Well, Erny's anger meant that Yuni was very important to her. :( i feel so shitty right now.
12:02 AM
 oh.... ayang nak main main keras keras kepala dengan i eh. tk nak call i. i pun boleh main main keras keras kepala lah tk nak call you. HMPH.
Sunday, July 19, 2009 11:54 PM
GUESS WHAT. 0 MISSED CALLS. THANKS. HONEY I MISS U LAH. GRRRRRR. IM NOT CALLING HIM TONIGHT.
11:46 PM
babes, i wanna know.. how often does ur boyfriend praises you? mine? yunihamda? ermmm. let me think.
11:17 PM
 if i am not important to you, i shall not make u important to me too. how could you do this to me? i loved you, you claimed you love me. oh alright. so this is what you called love? what is LOVE everybody? HIT MY TAGBOARD, BABES . cause you know what? i am 18. im in love with my darling for 5 years. 5 freaking years. sometimes i know the meaning of love. sometimes i dont. but tonight, it has changed. and until now, i dont know whats the meaning of love. maybe i dont need to know now. furthermore, im still young. so young. still long way to go. still alot more to see. still alot more to learn. still alot more to feel. five years is long. long enough to know your love. now you know me. grab it or leave it. treasure it, or dont treasure it. love love love. so much for love. ka.. na.. sai. you know i miss you every now and then. im afraid to mention the word 'love'. what is love babes?? im so stupid now. but what i know is, my mum is my true love. she siapkan me nasi briyani when i went home crying just now. how sweet on earth can she be. but dont change your thoughts about my darling after this post. he is yunihamda. he knows what he's doing. he still loves me, i know that. its just that, to show me that he loves me is hard. its so clear. I love him, i really do. babes, are you in love? think again. or am i angry because i dont get what i want tonight? yeah hell shit, i think thats the problem wimme tonight. ahhhh, i miss him now. what should i do? call him? NO. i will wait for him to call me. if he didnt call me, thats all folks.
Friday, July 17, 2009 10:34 PM
  hug & kisses to my lovely DEBBIE who had just turn 18 today. I love her so much.    we took polaroid, thanks love. its beautiful. no, you are beautiful.    i bought her an ice-cream at TRCC RP cafe, which she picked herself. she loves apple. and there you go baby, ice cream, just for you. i love you. & i think i need to slim down on my cheeks. its too awful right.... baby even call me a chicken after he pinch me. kalau dinda chicken, you elephant. he he he. see you tomorrow, honey. see you tomorrow too, children. i miss you.
Thursday, July 16, 2009 11:41 PM
OH OH. tomorrow is debbie's birthday. i just checked on facebook. oh oh how? present? not yet. HOW!!!! no wonder she wanna meeeet me uh uh. ^^ hehe is sweeeetest kiss enough for you debbie? tomorrow okay. Happy Birthday love.
11:12 PM
 this is angie.we go toilet together. we come class late together. we eat together. not forget drink. we skip class together too. like what rp studs says, pon together. that means PONteng la. pontianak? oppps. Anyway, trust me, I editted this picture, a bit darker - it is much more clearer than the normal one. Seriously. Dunno lah why, taken by dunno-who-LG phone, haha, the megapixel erm not goooood uh. Unlike SAMSUNG F480. LOL erny stop it. hilang tk tahu eh. AH AH AH tk nak...... the *ah ah ah* only yuni knows how it sounds like. mcm manja2 gitu. 0.o NOT THAT OF COURSE. ok. ANYWAY... ANGIE & ERNY  Hola, well, I skipped classs today.Hehehe. But, me & angie & terrence & amber went library instead. to so called study for our test. i ended up playing waka waka on facebook instead. angie and her blogs. terence and his movies. amber.. yeah she studied.  And baby debbie says she wanna meet me tomorrow for our lunch date. oh please. i misss her like so much. whenever we bump into each other, she willlll hug & kiss me. hehe everybody stop & stare. *shy* what to do. she loves me. and i loves her more. hehehe miss her. hope to see you tmr dear. div>  & lastly, my love, yunihamda. I miss you. Dear bubble lah, kata nak tunggu dinda sleeep. But I call you, no answer pun. U wait, I wanna flood your call register later on. *muahaha* goood night all. & i seriously think you freaking pretttty. yea freakin.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 3:06 PM
 Hola.See this pretty girl above? She's hot right. Put her beside my dear, YUNIHAMDA, confirm dia tersipu sipu mcm lizard dipotong ekornya. -.- mentel tau dia. anyway, the picture above is a combination of koreans - perfect features. Korean artistes, etc. And it is photoshoped, of course. And luckily, she have not existed in the world. THANK GOD. If not.... yuni.... will.. um nevermind. hehehee.  gonna meet darling later. at five. *can't wait* ermm what are you yearning for now? i am yearning for a gucci bag. it sucks to have yearnings when you don't have earnings. hehehehe. Please Play Waka Waka FB and beat me, people. Its so boring being on TOP, AGAIN. Hehehehehe. =p i love & miss you.
Monday, July 13, 2009 10:06 PM
 alright enough.one is enough. hahahaha. enough of the old pictures baby just transferred to me last saturday. he gave me three incredible folders. its stated there first - ayg's photo gallery second - lovers third - ayg n friends and so, we browsed through all of the pictures and i just cannot believe my eyes. and i keeep smacking his back. its so my natural reaction! how can baby fall in love with this girl(picture below) five years back? heee. ok, theres so much more uglier photos of me, but i dont dare to upload ok? its soo ugly till u can puke in ur own laptop screeen. hows that sounds? *oh my god*  hehehehe. okay we are so big right now. right honey? VERY BIG INDEED. *shy*     and kanda, you know i miss you so much. i kept calling and sms you just now. im sorry, hehe cant help it. better i sms you, daripada orang lain, kan kan kan. =) eh ct senyum... hahaha. okay good night everyone. i almost had a heart attack browsing thru the pictures seriously. with me posing like *&^%$! so, adik adik, skrg yang senyum mcm *gitu*, dgn twist twist peace tu, kakak ni been there done that eh. haha. oh my... but the most best part is, looking at ernyuni's last time photos, i cn still remembered the background.. where is it.. bukit batok blk 122 or something like that.. haha.. memories.... why not dinda cuci gambar2 tu, put in album, nak? hehehehe but must be prepared to be laughed at, dear. and no doubt is, baby is soooooo much slimmmer right now. i love you. more. for that. huhuhuhu.
Thursday, July 9, 2009 11:26 PM
hi there. you can call or sms me back to my same number. i got my sim card back, but the phone is still nowhere to be found. hope it follows Michael to the heaven. and read a mail about my dearest Michael's body is buried as an Islam. I was so relieved when I read the mail, however, it's not that reliable. Only Allah knows. & yeah, the memorial, enough okay. enough making me feel so sad, affected the whole night and tears rolling down my cheek. eh, sounds like essay in secondary school. yeah, tears rolling down my cheek. I couldn't help it. When the camera focus on his coffin, I feel like going in there, open it, and kiss him last goodbye. On the forehead. i miss you terribly now honey even though we just met a few hours ago. hehehe. ernyuni... biasalah. JCGE. hehehe you know whats JCGE? Who manage to solve that, got present. alright that shows that im sleepy. hehehe. =D
Wednesday, July 8, 2009 10:36 PM
 three words for you. I MISS YOU, darling. thank you for everything sweetheart. from pizza hut to ring & sexy bracelette. and your endless smile, oh dear, simply melts me. Thanks kanda. He says.. If I live with him, I will be very very very fat. He feeds me non-stop!   & not forgetting, my handphone lost on that special day too. I think my handphone is so jealous that I spend most of the time wit dear on that day. haha sorry lah. takpa lah. im kinda sad ya know my hp lost. cus i cant message and receive message from a soul named Yunihamda B Hj Kambali. my inbox = his paradise darling, let's sleep. thank you for everything honey. you are the greatest.
12:27 AM
 i love you sayang. i really do. happy 62th monthlyversary and i hope we could celebrate this day forever. i will update more tomorrow, as i dont wanna miss our good night call (cus baby is super unpredictable. he can sleep, anytime when he's tired.) love, had a great day with you. im sure you did too. hehehe. oh my... alhamdullilah. i miss you already. just called him up. and we just couldn't put down the phone! still remember our secondary school days, we on the phone till 5am & I quickly pretend to sleep when my mom came into my room at around 2am plus. it seems like we just knew each other y e s t e r d a y . " i want nobody, nobody but YOUnihamda."
Friday, July 3, 2009 2:59 PM
 you know what?? Early in the morning already, my school, RP made my blood boil to the max. I cant come to class because I dont have a digital electronic useless machine called the thermometer. I have a lot at home, its just that I didnt bring it today. Erm alot? No lah, only One. Tu pun my lil brother brought it to school. & so, i need to buy thermo. when i walked into the shop booklink, "Solly ah. Out of stok ah." then i frowned, THEN HOW AUNTY? "Dunno leh. Buy outside and buy." okay i bought outside and it costs 6 bucks. meaning i left with 4 bucks for my lunch and dinner. cooool shit. *clap* RP, I LOVE U AH. -------()-------.....................-----()------ okay enough of anger. im angry so much also RP cannot hear me. lol. just to share with u a memorable night wit me & love on last tuesday. we went to the library as I accompanied him to study. While my dear beside me is muggin, I youtubed Michael's video. And my favourite is HEAL THE WORLD by MJ. listen to it, and you will cry. I kept singing and singing to dear till he got tired. I sang for him all night, all MJ's songs. Till he followed me and sing with me. When he never listen to MJ songs before. Hehehe see how efficient my boyfee is. He even say the heal the world song is like one of our national day song. but i could recognize which part. see how weird my boyfee is too. hehehehehe. im bored to death in school. RP gi tutup sudah. 99 cases h1n1 already. u want 1000 people got affected then u wanna close RP is it? like what mats says LU RELEX SUA.
Thursday, July 2, 2009 9:51 PM
good luck for your exams tomorrow dear. hehehe just noww toooo. i forgot to wish u all the best. i know, you understand me. my eyes are half shut right now. but i wanna watch MJ show at ch5 later on. so how? can tahan or nt erny? i am very tired right now. super tired. and rp, i hate you. i hate the window time right now in rp. u think its cool huh to create this window time which controls our timing for lunch and everything. you even announce to the whole RP saying that MY RECESS is over. yeap. recess. got annoucement. the more u announce, the more i wanna eat my chicken cutlet just now. HAHAHA. no one wanna listen to you. even the other rp students shouted when you are annoucing, encouraging us to go back to our facilitation rooms. we wont. and because of the announcement, i have eat my cutlet in a rush manner, till i bit my lower lips again and again. arggh. and rp did all this because of H1N1. RP got 80 cases already leh. RP, do you care for me? If you do, why u didnt LOA me? If you do, why must you lock all the lifts and staircases door at certain times? Why? Hehehehehehe. For non-Rp students, hope you understand. Rp-ians are having a harddd time right now. We are on the news and noone cares about us. i wanna sleeep soon. anyway, i am very confused with MT. because I dont know why are they wearing T at the first place. Was forced by their P? Maybe. Stay out of my affairs, MT. jangan jaga tepi kain orang. Allah tak suka tau. :) kan dear? good night all. i want a twitter. how can i put it here?
9:25 PM
alright, i smiled when i saw the advertisement - malay couple rated Transformers II. they rated 5 star, and they repeat it again and again. and i think im very bad, rating it at 2.5 lol. and i started to love the transformers' soundtrack, new divide by linkin park. baby, lets watch transformers II again. just the two of us. heeee.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 11:39 AM
 Aiishah, okay, actually alot of people enjoyed the movie, Transformers II. I do enjoyed it. I really do. BUT, its damn toooo long. And maybe because ernyuni brought 3 children, and we felt uncomfortable because we never bring children to movies before. And the sound effect too noisy. Hahaha! And maybe I rate the show on de other post 2.5 over 5. I rasa tu dah melampau tak baik eh. Hehe, I rate it 3.99 over 5 tho. de show is awesome, but the part one is funnier and better! hehehe. and and and... de next movie im gonna watch is G FORCE! About hamsters. LOL baby so gonna sleep in de theatre man! ok i must research about coleslaw already. this module is making me hungry and hungreyyy as all we talk is about FOOD! delicious food.
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