if i am not important to you, i shall not make u important to me too.

how could you do this to me?

i loved you, you claimed you love me. oh alright.

so this is what you called love?

HIT MY TAGBOARD, BABES

.

cause you know what?

i am 18.

im in love with my darling for 5 years. 5 freaking years.

sometimes i know the meaning of love. sometimes i dont.

but tonight, it has changed.

and until now, i dont know whats the meaning of love.

maybe i dont need to know now.

furthermore, im still young.

so young.

still long way to go.

still alot more to see.

still alot more to learn.

still alot more to feel.

five years is long.

long enough to know your love.

now you know me.

grab it or leave it.

treasure it, or dont treasure it.

love love love.

so much for love.

ka.. na.. sai.

you know i miss you every now and then.

im afraid to mention the word 'love'.

what is love babes??

im so stupid now.

but what i know is, my mum is my true love.

she siapkan me nasi briyani when i went home crying just now. how sweet on earth can she be.

but dont change your thoughts about my darling after this post.

he is yunihamda. he knows what he's doing.

he still loves me, i know that. its just that, to show me that he loves me is hard.

its so clear.

babes, are you in love?
think again.

ahhhh, i miss him now. what should i do? call him?

NO.

i will wait for him to call me.

if he didnt call me, thats all folks.